世界に最重要の事

i realized what is most important in my life.

i've always knew...

deep inside of my heart, i know what is the thing that i desire most, the thing that i can never live without...

but now is the only time when it's really that clear to me.

for U, i can sacrifice anything n everything.

for U, i can let go of the one thing that is really making me the happiest girl right now.

for U, i can sacrifice even love itself.

because U ARE love.

without U, i do not know how to love.

without U, i'll be lost and without direction.

so many times U had touched my heart with your love.

so many times YOUR love so strong that it leaves me gasping for breath.

even though many times i don't want to admit how much U love me, U jz kept proving your love to me...

i can't even run away anymore.

without U, life is meaningless.

how am i to live if i let U go?

i will never let U go.

i can NEVER let U go.

U are just THAT important to me.

stay with me, until the end.

<3

dedicated to my dear old friend, HO HSIN MEI

my dear,

why lah u go soooo far to study??? T.T i miss u leh... wanna find u also hard. *sniff* when r u coming back? back to meeeeee~

hehe!~

anyway,

this post is just specially for u to wish u a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

ho hsin mei is a very special friend to me coz she went through all the thicks n thins in ns with me.

she's always gentle, kind, the type of girl where people can NEVER dislike her coz there's absolutely NOTHING to dislike about her!

she doesn't judge people based on their negative points, she doesn;t hold any grudge against anyone, she doesn't raise her voice or simply releases her temper!!! even when she's mad, she'll only tell us quietly why she's angry and she'll need to chill silently then she'll be back to normal.

ho, maybe u've changed. maybe u're not like this anymore.

but u'll always be like this in my heart! coz this is the ho hsin mei which i have lived together with for three long months. ^^

please continue to shine! u're not alone in this world yea~ even though u might be in a foreign country, even though i havent seen or talked to u face to face for 2 years plus now, i still remember u n love u!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SISTER! <3

God bless u! =)

sincerely,

HL

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im really scared of going back to the past

but im even more afraid of the future.

lets jz stay like this for as long as we can......