Sunday, November 21, 2010

on the 23rd...

i'll be a new person. =)

i made a promise, a covenant, a vow, a step that I'll take in order to make sure God is in control of my life, and not me.

I'm coming back to Jesus, my savior, my Lord, my first and most beloved.

Lord, only You know how much I truly love You.

I'm really sorry for my actions are not showing my love towards You at all...

everything I do seemed wrong and against everything that You've taught me.

the things that I do...

the words that I say...

the way I made my decisions...

it was all done in fear.

for I'm so afraid of losing things that are precious to me.

but Lord, You have told me straight to my face on saturday during service.

You said:

"My child, your problems is so small to Me. Trust Me, and let Me take over. It's time for you to let go. Let go of all your sufferings and your hesitations, and let My love and grace take over."

And now I say to you oh Lord:

"Yes, my Father. I'm willing to let it all go. No matter how much tears I will shed and no matter how much my heart will break, I will surrender everything Lord, everything, to You and only You. No matter what other people say, no matter what I really want, I will do everything that YOU want. For You are my God, my Lord, my most beloved."

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Father of life, seated on Your throne of grace
It's only by Your mercy we are saved
Lord, You have said if we call upon Your Name
We and our families will be saved

So we cry out Your Name, El Shaddai, God of grace
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ
We rely on Your grace, Adonai, crowned in praise
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ

Father of love, never failing to forgive
Each moment is a gift from You to live
We're only here to tell the world about Your grace
Until the day You take us all away

We will cry out Your Name, El Shaddai, God of grace
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ
We rely on Your grace, Adonai, crowned in praise
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ

O, so we cry out Your Name, El Shaddai, God of grace
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ
We rely on Your grace, Adonai, crowned in praise
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ

O, so we cry out Your Name, El Shaddai, God of grace
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ
We rely on Your grace, Adonai, crowned in praise
Lord Most High, Jesus Christ

Amen.



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