inspirations from kit kor~ xD

So here’s the thing. Yeu Kit was the one who started this ‘description of my frens n guess who u r’ thing n I got hooked after I saw his n I go ‘I wanna do it too!!!!’ n he graciously give me his copyrighted permission to do my own version in my blog. (yippee KIT KOR~!) xD

So there u go. Everything is written based on how I feel n think n know u as an individual throughout everything we’ve been through together n I hope u won’t take it badly if there is something negative written there. No hard feelings intended, I still love you with all my heart. <3

I can’t say I ever had a real heart to heart talk with you before (the only one time I rmbr was in your car n it was a really SHORT one), but I think u’re a very very nice person, always smiling and making me happy by the weirdest yet sweetest things that comes out of your mouth. =) u brighten up the atmosphere everywhere u go and I sincerely think u hv the cutest yet weirdest accent ever among everyone I know. xD however u do hv a tendency to show yr dislike for a person by bad mouthing them behind their backs n your words do seem to hv double meaning when u’re talking to someone u despise (n usually its very obvious when u do not like a person) so I do tend to get a little scared of getting into yr bad books (meaning, offending u la~). Still, u can be the bestest, cutest, warmest n most supportive friends to those whom u sincerely like n I really am grateful to be your fren for that. =)

I used to think that you’re the most flirteous person I’ve ever met even way back in secondary school. N I do rmbr u sharing some of ur private stuff n feelings wif me that utterly left me speechless coz I hv no idea u can be so ‘geng’ feeling wise. ^^ but when I saw how u pull through all these years n still remain faithful (kinda), I must say u’re not THAT bad la~ (although I will kill myself if my bf is like tt… xD) u’re really a very very good friend to everyone. Although I know u harbor some dislike towards some ppl in our gang, u dun show it n yet u continue supporting them n being a very good fren to them, n seriously, that is what I really admire abt u coz even though some might label u as a hypocrite for being so nice in front of them yet dislike them behind their back, I think u’re actually amazing for being able to still be friendly towards them even though u dislike them for some reasons. It’s way better than those who out right doesn’t even try to be civilize anyway n only concentrate on showing how much they dislike sum1 instead of trying to still remain as frens regardless of the differences n everything. =)

I’ve known u for sooo freaking long, n been through quite abit wif u too. =) I’ll still laugh n wonder in amazement at what we’ve gone through last time during tmn sea days but overall it was a pretty good memory for me. I hope it is too for u. hehe. Well, u can talk to everyone. Ppl jz find u easy to talk to, easy going, apa pun boleh, treat girls very very nicely n always look out for girls. U actually changed a lot. U dun hv any confidence last time, very quiet n shy, its so hard to talk to u n u seemed to doubt everything. But now, u’re standing up for yr own dreams, doing what u always wanted to do n enjoying life. U’re no longer that lost person who don’t know what he wants to do in the future. Frankly speaking, im very happy about who u’re growing up to become. =) I know I sound like a grandmother, but this is sincerely from my heart. I treasure u a lot as my fren, n jz wanna thank you for all the encouragement u’ve given me and all the time u spent trying to get back in touch wif me n listening to my problems. THANK YOU!!!!

U’re very strong minded, at times very controllable, but most of the times u hv your own reasons. N when ppl don’t ask u wat is that reason, u wun say it. So this often lead to many misunderstanding n ended up u’re not happy n the other ppl also not happy. i think the problem here is pride. Everyone has them, yet few are willing to admit it or do anything abt it. Somehow, if u try thinking more abt others, it might be tough for u or unfair towards u, but u’ll feel how much the other person is thanking u for. How loved u r by the ppl u r actually going through for. But I hv to say this, after pushing aside yr façade, the below person is so beautiful, so caring, so lovable n jz so attractive (in terms of personality, talent n character) that if ppl can jz see past yr flaws, no one can resist liking u for who u r on the inside. ^^ so, jz touch up on the flaws, lower your pride, think more abt other ppl, n all those stereotyping mindset ppl hv of u will gradually disappear, n u’ll get frens who will never EVER leave u, coz u’re a fren that not worth losing for anything in the world.

Sometimes we’re really close, other times we’re very far apart. I wun hold u to the fact u never give me a warning before disappearing from my life then re-appearing again bcoz I know u’ve got your reasons. However, I still would appreciate it if u can sometimes give me a heads-up on whats going on in your life, so that I wun jz feel left behind everytime. Nevertheless, we hv some serious things in common. We both went through quite a lot together too n I really appreciate that. However I do feel like u’re keeping many many things to yourself most of the times. When I ask u about it, sometimes u’ll reveal, sometimes u wont. I hope u still can find a credible n trustworthy fren in me, coz I still wanna remain there for u if ever u nid a listening ear. I think u’re a very honest person who will only do what your heart desire, even if it meant it’ll hurt sum1 else in the process. However, I do understand also why u do it n I’ve not think badly of u jz bcoz of that. This is bcoz I’ve experience the wonderful, great fren that is inside of u that is jz amazing, even though it really hard to find. =) im glad I’ve found it.

It really sad how ppl judge u by what they know abt u which is pathetically little (as u yourself do hv the tendency to keep every damn thing inside of u n dun reveal it, so HOW THE HELL CAN PPL KNOW????). I’ve also known u for a really really long time n u haven’t really change. But there is one major change, n that is u finally know how to take care of someone. =) I rmbr last time everything that comes out of your mouth hurts like shit, but now u actually are very sensitive to ppl’s feelings, often not doing things that u know will hurt other ppl (even if u dun admit it, ADMIT IT ALREADY). U always say u dislike this person n blah blah blah, yet u still remain frens with that person, care for them, helping them n stuff. So see? U’re not as terrible as u always claim to be. ^^ those who dont really know u will think that u’re a generally strong person, that nothing can hurt your feelings coz u always oso taka pa no matter what they say or do to u, but somewhere inside, u really care n are often hurt by what they said or do. But always ALWAYS u don’t say anything coz u KNOW they think u’re okay n u dun want to change that. I wanna help u, but I dun noe how. Its not my place to do anything anyway. Its your life, n u hv the right n the responsibility to make sure that it’s a good one. So.. love yourself a bit more. Care for yourself like how you care for me. =) u’re better at taking care of others than yourself I realized. Mayb it’s time to change that.

Now u’re someone whom I’ve always enjoyed talking to. ^^ no matter on what topic, u always hv your own opinions n views n u can describe them in LENGTH that even surpasses me. xD even though ppl always make fun of you, u don’t seemed to hold it against them until it became a grudge or a revenge kinda thing, so I really admire u for that, bcoz I know those remarks n jokes can really hurt n sting. However I can see that u;re standing up for yourself now, defending your pride n honour against all those hurtful things that they say, so good for u! though I hv to say ur vocab is so much more colourful now that I sometimes flinch when I hear u speak coz I jz cant believe how much u’ve changed. Mayb u’ll wanna brush on that abit? Coz u are not those kind of ppl that are naturally rough n vulgar, u’re so much more than them. U’re sweet, naturally caring for all your frens, thoughtful, kind, generous, n a great great GREAT n wonderful fren when someone ever nids a listening ear. I really think u’ve mature to a stage where ppl often jz see past the outer appearance, n genuinely like u for who u are coz on the inside, u’re jz so lovable that everyone cant help but find a sincere friend in you. =)

I know many people hv a similar mindset of u. in fact, all of us (including me) often hv no idea why u react in this certain manner or why ur acting in a certain way. They say u r manipulative, controlling n very very smart with your words n actions. But I think u’re jz a normal human being that tends to think too much, worry too much n forever being too hard on yourself. I cant say for sure that everything u’ve told me is 100% true or u’ve made things up so I’ll sympathize with u, but what I can say is this. Im a naturally trusting person (n this is so gonna kill me one day in this stupid world), n whatever u told me I really do believe that it came from yr heart. I can understand why u’re acting like this, although many cant n usually they do not accept u or your reasons, but I think that ppl should not judge u on that. They say u always plan beforehand everything that u do, but honestly? Everyone does it. Though not as thoroughly as u, but it jz shows that u’re a careful person. Don’t be so hard on yourself. Its okay to relax n not care for once how ppl will judge u on what u’re doing. Actually, all of us are the biggest contributing factor as to why u hv to act like this today. We are so called, the one to blame coz all the stereotyping n the judging? It all starts from us, your so-called frens. So I hope u can forgive us, n I hope we can forgive u too. Coz none of us are perfect, but what I see inside of u, is a wonderful, great, caring, attentive, sensitive and loyal friend. N if u give urself a chance, mayb u’ll see it too. =)

I cant say we’re super close, but I cant say we’re not close… well, I don’t realy know much about u, only I realize u often jz go with the flow of everything that’s happening around u. u hv your own opinions n everything, but most of the times it’s others who r influencing u in actual actions.im not sure if ur feelings n opinions will be influenced as well, but I do know that u;re also one of the ultra tak-apa person n will probably say ‘anything’ to everything other ppl suggest (unless u really really don’t like it.) however I also do realize that u tend to be quite emo sometimes. But when u’re hyper, u bring life everywhere u go. U’re small, but u hv a big heart. Willing to go close to a person n jz listen to their problems, sharing your own opinions, then encourage them to move on. This is something that I find is a really good quality in you. Coz this quality actually make u a very credible fren, trustworthy and responsible. Although u do tend to make the stupidest mistake when it’s regarding your own relationship life. xD I also find that u r very particular in your own personal grooming. U cant stand it if your hair is too messy n u will never be caught dead wearing a shirt that will make u look old or out of fashion. It’s a good thing, only sometimes it can be quite annoying when u kept stopping at reflective surfaces to check your own reflection. xD

U have really really change a lot. =) I used to think of you as a big bully when I first knew u, n my impression of u got a lot worse when I saw the way u handle your relationship problems when we were in high school. However, I realized that the new u is actually very sensitive towards girls, caring towards them n u will not do anything when u know that thing will hurt them, either directly or indirectly. This is only true for girls though. U don’t really give a damn if yr actions or the things u said hurt a guy. that’s not really good coz guys do hv feelings as well, n sooner or later u’ll nid to acknowledge that coz they’ll slowly lose trust towards u coz u tend to be too reckless n they jz felt being stepped upon everytime they’re with you. U’ve got to rmbr that guys hv their pride n if u step on it too much, its either u’ll lose a fren, or u’ll eventually break them. But I recently realized that u’re actually a great big softie. U might look like a gangster, heck u even dress like one sometimes (wif the ear piercing n all~ hehe), but yr heart is one of pure frenship, one that is loyal, amazingly caring (I cant believe it myself haha), sensitive and supportive. So all in all, u r a really great fren. Only pls don’t scare ppl off before they get to see your quality. =.= Its time to lose the VULGAR way of talking n all those hurtful jokes o~ but I really enjoy knowing u n seeing yr changes as we grow in life. In my opinion, u r a really strong n independent person, n I really, really admire u for that.

So there u are, the 10 important frens in my life. Kekeke. Of coz if u;re not in there doesn’t mean u’re not important la. Its jz that u don’t know them n they don’t now u so it makes it really hard to guess. hehe... forgive me yea~ leave me a comment to guess n see how accurate u are!!! =) cheers ppl!!!

HL